Four Days | letterstothesky's Blog

I met this guy Halloween night. For some reason, I just can't get him off my mind. He's two years younger than I am, and he has the prettiest eyes. Saturday, I realized his number was in my phone, so I texted him. By that night, I told him I kind of liked him, in which he replied, "Ikno". Am I overthinking what I did? Nah, it happened, I accept that. So, all I can do is hope that it works out for the best. He is just silly. :) News with my ex, he told everyone that I got really jealous about him flirting with other girls. Then, he had the nerve to say I've been sleeping with other people. Thankfully, half of the high school knows I'm pretty innocent. So, know one believed him. It really does break my heart though to think that the guy I used to trust, and still love hates me that much. It makes me terribly sad. 3 I just wanted to be his friend again, I guess now that chance is f^cked over now. Can't he see I don't want to fight, I don't want to go at war, I just want to..put everything that happened between us to rest. I accept its over, I accept that he can move on, so why can't he just leave me alone? I've seen him flirt with other girls and I've seen a relationship grow between him and this girl. It makes me happy to see him happy, so why is he still trying to make me miserable? :(