What's the meaning of Family? | letterstothesky's Blog

Someone let me know, I really dont have a clue. I imagine it's like those people you see in those commercials, perhaps its in those books, or it HAS to be in the dictionary. I could just look it up. I've never been a family person, I dont think I ever will be. I don't like being surrounded by "loved ones". Makes me angry, and it just makes me feel like shit. I doubt they do it on purpose. My family likes to mess around, and joke all the time. Sometimes it funny, most times its taken too far. Where I get pissed off. When I get pissed off I quiet, and rage builds inside me. Typical i guess, since I'm such an angry person. Or that's what my doctor and mom tell me. I don't have anger, I just have a problem with bullshit. *stolen from those E Cards on facebook. Another thing, they dont notice shit about me. Like right now, im pissed and sad, but no ones asked what's wrong. That's love for yah! Something I could probably live without. Iknow i should be thankful and I am, but they piss me off. Not much more to say than that. Like yesterday, I left the wedding with my sister and they noticed she was leaving but not me. Im sure I could leave right now and no one would notice. Not surprised though. Since they dont talk to me, I dont talk to them. Skmple as that. Anyway, excuse my rant, its because im angry.