my heart is heavy | letterstothesky's Blog

I assume its from all those potato chips..those are pretty salty. But this doesn't feel medical, this feels emotional. It could be the fact that I let my best friend rant...and all her "problems" are hardly even...problems. She told me she hates her life, because of her sister and all her guy problems...my thought..uhmm cry about it. She's a size 5, and she considers herself fat. She wonders why all these guys want her for sex...its because shes a tease. She'll makeout with guys and then say "why dont u love me?" She assumes all guys should make the first move. Her idea of problems is just pathetic. Her family is 6+. She doesn't get along with her sister, what siblings get along? Some do, some don't! Her family spends quality time together and she complains about what a waste of time it is...she just seems so ungrateful sometimes and it...hurts me. I just dont understand. Shesmy best friend...I love her yet she makes me emotionally feel like a piece of shit. Like im ugly, fat, and pathetic. She makes me feel so low about myself. I love her though, shes amazing...but from the way she makes me feel, I dont know if I should be friends with her anymore... :/.