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You know that feeling when you think you're falling for someone..you look forward to being around them, talking to them, just the sight of them makes your heart beat fast, those butterflies are no joke. Then, reality bites your ass and you see what they are really doing. Lying. I cannot say I despise liars, I used to be a champion liar. Now I'm into telling the whole truth and nothing but. I feel hurt. Why does every guy just use me? What is it about me that makes guys believe I wont get hurt. Im fragile enough gawd damnit. One more mistake ..and j could just crumble away. Or kill myself. I watched American Horror Story and I wish I could die like Violet. In the arms of someone who loves me, yet doomed forever to this forsaken shit hole. Huh. Maybe my therapist is right. I guessI amm pretty fucked up. :l

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looking4realdeal
Posted on 08:01PM on Jan 25th, 2013
you don't have to worry about me treating you like that ! life is hard enough without someone trying to hurt you. just forget about those that have hurt you, and trust the one you know that won't. your therapist doesn't get it, but, I do. because I have been down that road, and now, I choose wisely of who to have inb my life. you will always be a big part of my life, and I will always stand by your side. :)
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