Post

Heeeavy | letterstothesky's Blog


You know that feeling when you think you're falling for someone..you look forward to being around them, talking to them, just the sight of them makes your heart beat fast, those butterflies are no joke. Then, reality bites your ass and you see what they are really doing. Lying. I cannot say I despise liars, I used to be a champion liar. Now I'm into telling the whole truth and nothing but. I feel hurt. Why does every guy just use me? What is it about me that makes guys believe I wont get hurt. Im fragile enough gawd damnit. One more mistake ..and j could just crumble away. Or kill myself. I watched American Horror Story and I wish I could die like Violet. In the arms of someone who loves me, yet doomed forever to this forsaken shit hole. Huh. Maybe my therapist is right. I guessI amm pretty fucked up. :l

This Blog Entry's Comment Board (1 comment)
1-1 of 1 Comments   

looking4realdeal
Posted on 08:01PM on Jan 25th, 2013
you don't have to worry about me treating you like that ! life is hard enough without someone trying to hurt you. just forget about those that have hurt you, and trust the one you know that won't. your therapist doesn't get it, but, I do. because I have been down that road, and now, I choose wisely of who to have inb my life. you will always be a big part of my life, and I will always stand by your side. :)
Add Comment
1-1 of 1 Comments   
Your Comment:


Previous Posts
100th Entry, posted June 10th, 2014
When Depression Strikes Again, posted April 20th, 2014
I've Been Slacking, posted March 20th, 2014
Growing Up, posted February 10th, 2014
A Month Already?, posted January 17th, 2014
From the Notes On My Phone, posted December 9th, 2013
November's Gone, posted December 1st, 2013
Want To Go Private, posted October 26th, 2013
It's Been 1 Year, posted October 21st, 2013
Sleepless in Iowa, posted October 3rd, 2013
"You're my best friend", posted October 2nd, 2013
Advertisement, posted September 30th, 2013
"I'm really in love with him", posted September 24th, 2013
Nothing But The Truth, posted September 17th, 2013
Edit: Change, posted September 9th, 2013
Change, posted September 3rd, 2013
My fat lazy sister., posted August 16th, 2013
New Me, posted August 6th, 2013
BFF, posted July 27th, 2013
Fall For Your Type, posted July 24th, 2013
Second Choice, posted July 13th, 2013
Scars, posted July 11th, 2013
Hey, You're Cute. Let's F--k., posted June 27th, 2013, 1 comment
Empty, posted June 20th, 2013
I Caused These Problems.., posted June 16th, 2013
Attack, posted June 10th, 2013, 2 comments
Pride, posted June 9th, 2013, 1 comment
Broken Glass, posted June 3rd, 2013
Chat Rooms, posted May 24th, 2013
Awkward Moments.., posted May 22nd, 2013
Kind of Upset, posted May 18th, 2013
Blue Flowers, posted May 5th, 2013
Wasting Time., posted April 15th, 2013
Fighting Temptations.., posted April 14th, 2013, 1 comment
Ugly, posted April 4th, 2013
Final Project, posted March 30th, 2013
Taken into Consideration, posted March 27th, 2013
Asleep, posted March 21st, 2013
Friendzoned Secrets, posted March 9th, 2013
Liar, posted March 8th, 2013
Errands, posted March 1st, 2013
My Everyday, posted February 28th, 2013
Wallflower, posted February 18th, 2013
Lovestruck, posted February 11th, 2013
Rage and Tears, posted January 30th, 2013
Inside, posted January 27th, 2013
Its Easy To Pretend.., posted January 27th, 2013
Meltdown, posted January 26th, 2013
Depressed, posted January 26th, 2013, 1 comment
Heeeavy, posted January 25th, 2013, 1 comment
1-50 of 100 Blog Posts   

Blogroll
Here are some friends' blogs...

Help
How to Embed Photos in your Blog Embed Photos How to Embed Videos in your Blog Embed Videos