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I woke up and right away I thought what would happen if I shot myself. Right away I knew today was going to be sketchy. I made the mistake of weighing myself this morning. Im so overweight killing myself is becoming an option. Or perhaps vomiting after I eat. I tried that once and it didn't work out. I can't stand throwing up. Exercise would be a good solution, but when everyday is different its not easy to find time to workout. I was thinking about getting zumba though. We did it for gym once and it was fun. Hah. Anyhow, its my anti-depressants that I take. They've made me gain so much weight. Like ill eat food and ill feel full yet ill still be hungry. My doctor said he'd change that soon. I really hope he does. This weight make me unhappy. Especially whrn all my friends are smaller than me. :l

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evansmatrix
Posted on 12:41PM on Jan 27th, 2013
Dont worry, if you start to eat smaller portions its almost like your stomack will shirnk then you will be use to eating smaller portion:)
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